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    1/31/2009

    Paul Newman

    今天早晨突然梦到了Paul Newman,起床哦google了一下,果然,已经去世了。
    1/30/2009

    还一周鸟

    已是天昏地暗。
    1/29/2009

    “想象力夺取了权力”

    六十年代末啊,,,
    1/26/2009

    还有两周

    一定要坚持住了。
    1/24/2009

    欢送鼠年

    没有半点不恭敬的说,让本命年赶紧过完吧!
    1/20/2009

    1970's in CA

    Venice beach, dog town, CA, z-boys。所以,又是70年代的加洲,又是真人故事改编,编剧其实就是Stacy Peralta,剧中滑板少年之一,由John Robinson扮演,同时可以看到同样85年生Emile Hirsch,最近我最喜欢的演员。当然,还有一经去世,备受世人追捧的澳籍演员Heath Ledger。别说他真有Penn的风范呢。( Lords of dogtown)
    1/18/2009

    a cipher, an enigma, a search, a search for answers

    so, are you watching closely?
    1/16/2009

    没文化

    说没文化不是我指责谁,到好像是个乐队名字,如今不知道是不是已经解散了。在msn大喊去看龙须沟收场戏,结果遭到一堆人鄙视,有说我假装古典的,有说我土的,还有说要是恋爱的犀牛就去看的,我真想撞死,不,也许该找条臭沟把你们都扔进去洗洗。昨晚连续破坏了两个灯泡,继怀疑自己有可能变成Benjamen Button第二后,我又开始认定自己是霹雳贝贝再世。为了挽救我岌岌可危的视力,开始每天食一盒蓝莓,拌在酸奶里,不知道是否会有效。影院里,那边the Spirit还没看成,这边Ziggy Stardust & The Spiders From Mars又重回银幕了,有时真是恨透自己无敌的懒惰。那个black sheep figure还是没有着落,我这个急,不过倒是轻松搞定了rollei 35,很是期待。最近周围越来越多人自愿加入苹果电脑家族,可喜可贺,喜又多了一个软件受害者,贺又多了一个同胞跟我一起骂街。最近还认识了朋友的朋友,以前的校友,感叹我还没加入校内开心什么的就已经有这么遇见,世界在网络的统治下变得小得可怕又可爱。
    ps;我有个预感,今年会很动荡。我的意思是,起伏跌荡。再借用suede一首歌名,europe is our playground。
    1/14/2009

    a piece of american history

    虽然09才开始,虽然这是部08的片子,但我还要说,Milk是09年我最喜欢的一部电影。
    羡慕曾经生活在七十年代那段光辉岁月的人们,他们会为真理斗争,而且是真的去斗争,不是只动动嘴巴的那种。真想像不出电影在三藩Landmark Theatres提前点映时的场面,昔日历史中的年轻人如今已是人到中年了吧,不知道他们会对过去种种作何感想呢。
    说道历史和电影,我一直觉得是两个很难平衡的概念。感觉历史就应该被存封在记忆中,或者风化消失在不能随便进入的图书馆档案馆中。而电影,只会让历史本身的完美性变得有机可乘,只会让神话破灭让人们失望。
    Gus Van Sant是我喜欢的导演,属于每推一部作品我都会去追的那种,但总觉他的风格越来越趋于平淡。Milk的主要演员名气或大或小,但一直都不是我最关注的类型,换句话说,都绝对不是那种因为有他们出演而会吸引我去看电影的演员。可这一次,对这电影,一部表现难度颇高的人物传记电影,不光是导演Gus Van Sant,连带Sean Penn,Emile Hirsch和James Franco等演员都让人出乎意料,他们给我的震撼之强烈是许久不曾有了的。看着他们,我看到了历史,看到了传奇里的人和事。我终于了解他们也不曾是完美的,但他们却让人感动。看着Milk从40岁的一事无成,到在Castro Camera定期举办社区活动,到参与社会运动,组织示威游行,投身竞选,直到步入政治活动。他的人格魅力不知影响改变了多少人,而同时他也不曾完美,生活不知给他留下多少的遗憾和痛苦。他人生最后的八年,是一个漫长艰辛的成长历程,陪伴在他身边的人也是一样,比如Scott Smith, 再比如Cleve Jones。
    最喜欢每次Milk在演讲时的第一句话;他总会用他特别的声音有些羞涩却又坚定自豪的喊出:我叫Harvey Milk。Sean Penn的迅速瘦身外加化妆效果使得他完全变成了另一个样子,他的每一个神态和每一个小动作都让我吃惊。尤其再看到他咆哮着喊出Martin luther King的那句最著名的宣言: 人人生而平等的时候,我觉得,他已经可以超越我原来心中第一敬仰又恐惧的男演员Daniel Day Lewis了。
    ps,关于历史,贴一段google上摘来的名词释义。
    The infamous Twinkie defense--fact or fiction?(Case study)
    Publication Date: 22-JUN-06
    Publication Title: Annals of the American Psychotherapy Association
    Format: Online
    Author: Snider, Kelly

    On November 10, 1978, Daniel James White resigned from his position as a supervisor for the city and county of San Francisco. Several days later he changed his mind and asked to be reinstated. Mayor George Moscone allegedly assured White that he would be reinstated, but later denied making any such assurances. Supervisor Harvey Milk opposed White's reappointment as well.

    A press conference was scheduled by the mayor on November 27th to announce the new supervisor. The day before the press conference a reporter phoned White and informed him that he was not going to be reinstated. The morning of the press conference, White had an aide pick him up from his home and drive him to city hall. However, instead of entering the building at the main entrance, which had a metal detector, White walked around to the side of the building and entered through a basement window. He proceeded to the mayor's office and asked the secretary if he could see the mayor. A few minutes after White was admitted to the mayor's office, the secretary heard the sound of his raised voice and then several dull thuds.

    White then exited the office and ran to the area of the building housing the supervisors' offices and used his key to enter. He requested a meeting with Supervisor Milk. Approximately 15 seconds after they entered Milk's office, shots were again heard. White then demanded the car keys from the aide and ran out.

    White called his wife and met her at a cathedral. Together they walked to a police station where he surrendered himself. The police removed a gun from a holster on White's right hip. After being read his rights, White gave a statement to the police in which he confessed to the shootings.

    An autopsy showed that Mayor Moscone had been shot four times, twice in the body and twice in the head. The shots to his head were made after he was lying on the floor and were fired from a distance of one foot. Supervisor Milk's autopsy revealed that he had been shot five times. As with the mayor, the shots to the head were delivered after he was lying on the floor. The bullets recovered from both bodies were fired from the gun confiscated from White.

    In his statement to the police immediately following the murders, White stated that he had been under financial, political, and personal pressure. He went to city hall the morning of the murders to ask the mayor about his reappointment. Before leaving his house, he armed himself with his gun. When the mayor told him he would not be reappointed, he got fuzzy and heard a roaring in his ears. He thought about the mayor lying to him, the effect it would have on his family, and the lies that would be told about his performance as supervisor, and then he shot Moscone. White then reloaded his gun and left the mayor's office. He then decided to go talk to Supervisor Milk, who had worked against him. When they met, Milk smirked at him. He then felt flushed and shot Milk as well.

    At Daniel White's trial, the defense presented a diminished capacity defense. This defense contends that although the defendant was not insane, due to emotional distress, physical condition, or other factors he or she could not fully comprehend the nature of his or her criminal acts, particularly murder or attempted murder. However, White's particular defense has been dubbed the "Twinkie defense" and has become a common term in legal studies. The Twinkle defense is defined as a claim by a criminal defendant that he or she was suffering from diminished mental capacity due to the intake of too much sugar. At the close of the trial, the jury found Daniel White guilty of two counts of voluntary manslaughter rather than murder. He was sentenced to less than 8 years in prison.

    The verdict spawned a protest among the gay community, of which Supervisor Milk was a part. Known as the White Night riot, protesters set fire to police cars and stormed city hall. Later, a more peaceful candlelight march was held.

    In the aftermath of the verdict, most reports focused on the so-called Twinkle defense, in which the defense argued that the refined sugar in junk food had made White depressed and mentally incapable of premeditated murder, and that White's habit of feasting on junk food had left him with a diminished capacity for reason.

    With so much media coverage, the story continued to be spread. The public perception was that Daniel White's continuous consumption of Twinkles and other junk food raised his sugar level so high that he could not control himself and therefore was not responsible for the murders he committed. Phrases such as, "eat a Twinkie, commit a murder" were not unheard of. However, was this really the defense that was offered for Daniel White, or is it an urban legend resulting from media hype?

    To support the diminished mental capacity defense, White's attorneys presented opinions from four psychiatrists and one psychologist. All five expert witnesses testified that White was suffering from depression and lacked the mental capacity to deliberate and premeditate a murder.

    The prosecution also presented expert witness testimony. The psychiatrist for the prosecution had examined White on the evening of the shooting. He found him to be moderately depressed but without signs of clinical depression. His conclusion was that White had the capacity to deliberate and premeditate murder.

    So where do the Twinkles fit in? Martin Blinder, one of the psychiatrists for the defense, was on the stand for a whole day providing his evaluation of White. During this day-long process he told the jury that in the days leading up to the killings White had changed his normal hygiene and work habits and had given up his healthy diet and indulged in junk food, including Twinkles and Coke. All of these activities were symptoms of his depression. The junk food made White even more depressed, which caused him to binge more.

    Chief defense attorney Douglas Schmidt's closing argument, which was 24 pages long, only briefly mentioned the consumption of junk food. "Whether or not ingestion of food stuffed with preservatives and sugar in high content causes you to alter your personality somehow, or causes you to act in an aggressive manner, I don't know. I'm not going to suggest to you for a minute that that occurs. But there is a minority opinion in psychiatric fields that there is some connection."

    The real diminished mental capacity defense of Daniel White was based on his depression, which allegedly caused an inability to premeditate murder. The junk food was introduced in testimony as a symptom of this depression, rather than as the cause.

    When Daniel White or the Twinkie defense is mentioned, it should not raise the question of whether eating too much junk food is a valid reason for claiming diminished mental capacity as a defense for murder. The real question raised by White's trial is whether depression is a valid defense. Can depression impair an individual so much as to lead to murder? If so, should the individual be held responsible for his or her actions? Defenses such as diminished mental capacity, not guilty by reason of insanity, and guilty but mentally ill are all highly debatable. The issues involved in these defenses spark the ongoing debates over free choice versus determinism, nature versus nurture, and many others. These will continue to be argued in our courts and university classrooms and by the public and mental health professionals for many years to come.

    Works Consulted

    Anderson, T., & Gardner, T. (1999). Criminal law principles and cases (5th ed.) (pp. 111-112, 391). St. Paul, MN: West Publishing Co.

    Diminished capacity. (n.d.). Law.com. Retrieved March, 2006, from http://dictionary.law. com/default2.asp?selected=516&bold=%7C%7C %7C%7C

    People v. White, 117 CA3d 270 (Crim. 19961 Court of Appeals of California, First Appellate District, Division Two March 25, 1981). Retrieved March 20, 2006, from http://online.ceb. com/CalCases/CA3/117CA3d270.htm

    Pogash, C. (2003, November 23). Myth of the Twinkle defense. San Francisco Chronicle. Retrieved March 20, 2006, from http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2003/11/23/ INGRE343501.DTL

    The Twinkie defense. (2003, November 23). Snopes.com. Retrieved March 20, 2006, from http://www.snopes.com/legal/twinkie.htm

    Twinkle defense. (n.d.). Law.com. Retrieved March 20, 2006, from http://dictionary.law.com/ default2.asp?selected=2177&bold=%7C%7C%7 C%7C

    Kelly Snider, BS

    Kelly Snider, BS, is the chief association officer of the American Psychotherapy Association.

    1/13/2009

    危险

    新年突然有了很多新的关注,比如Victor&Rolf;比如Sean Penn,比如Rousse,有些出乎意料了。
    又及,在Milk和Slumdog Millionaire里发现两个有意思的人。James Franco,演Scott Smith的就是Spider-Man里的Harry。Dev Patel,演Jamal Malik的男孩是Skins里的Anwar!
    1/11/2009

    sick, milk, puke,,,杂碎进行时

    礼拜六烧瓶奎因米有成功复活,某人可以不用担心鸟。
    考试一结束就开始有要病的预兆,到今天愈发不可收拾,因此只能卧床看电影。
    明天再争取去电影院把剩下想看的都看了。
    我觉得豆瓣真的挺牛的,光161校友就碰上两个,一个是我直接找到加msn一聊后发现的。另一个是一个豆瓣上的朋友的同学,我是被他们找到的。这俩校友还都是我上届的,巧啊巧。
    看到一个朋友在环游地球,突然觉得这事儿对我来说很不靠谱,因为一个地方沾一脚就走显然不是我的风格,但我很羡慕他有足够的时间金钱还有梦想。如果说能放下一切负担,快乐的在路上也未尝不是一件幸福的事儿。
    本来要编一个地球上13个想去的地方来着,结果半途夭折。原因一是想动手那天msn升级中,二是被某某人直接基本全部猜中,三是看到这位朋友的环球之旅,我显然已经米有再编的必要鸟。
    昨天梦见番茄三人组了,每个姑娘都烫了一头卷毛儿,特美,礼拜一我得去证实下这个梦境。
    看遍了关rollei的消息,感觉双反米戏,袖珍35靠谱!
    最近很迷carrie chau,第一次在大陆火是因为她和levis的那个crossover,这次是看到她年前在香港的展览,真的很出息。想要那个12"的figure,不过也不知道还能不能再找的到了。
    最后,老眼昏花,估计要戴眼镜儿鸟。
    1/7/2009

    考试间歇在打印室里

    打印室里唯一工作的两台机器都被五年级的霸占了。他们在打毕业最后的memo。我看着他们打啊打啊,直到把机器里的纸都用光了,然后再去要纸接着打。然后我就想疯。最后一问知道,其中一个的memo有九十多页。真不知道他们是怎么存活下来的,据我所知,国内没这么麻烦吧?

    杂碎again~

    蒙蒙啊,牛。(不明白的请复习赤壁前半部去)
    H&M要在北京开了,大跳城。
    考完试需要把脑袋倒空,不然很多事都被挤消失了。
    Rollei真美,每款双反都喜欢。虽然不知道拍出来什么效果波
    书!书!书!
    1/5/2009

    考试周

    上午趁没考试去美院还书,整个巴黎都在下雪,弄得美院的院子格外宁谧。可惜只拿了要还的书,没相机,所以没相片儿。我发现我精神高度集中并且紧张的时候脾气就特别坏,所以最近直到2月8号,所有人都多忍我一下波。帮西维买的书就摆在电视机上,我特想看,可惜要拼命忍,因为眼前有太多的事情要做。于是我决定,2月7号的飞机上我要狠狠撕开书的玻璃封纸,在10多个小时的旅途中大看特看。一考完我还准备去看几部电影,交图先不管了也,因为真的很想看!!!后天开始打折了,周四争取早点结束电脑老师的加课去刨刨好东西。
    1/3/2009

    海牙

    在海牙最想看Turrelle的那个露天作品,结果在海边的山包里走了3个多小时也没找到,难为平坦低洼的荷兰还能长出这么相当起伏的山丘了。回去后google map才发现我跟本走错了方向。再去海牙的那次是为了看Escher和Vermeer,因为时间紧迫,最终也没看到Turrelle的东西,这大概是我这次荷兰行的最大败笔了。唯一惊喜是看到了Wanders为大商场布置的橱窗,很美。
    1/2/2009

    干点什么这一年?

    08年我活得挺累的其实,因为是本命年而格外谨慎。最开心的是回家呆了四个半月,期间和爸妈去了贵州和山东。这一年对巴黎的了解也深入了,还去西班牙和荷兰,年初和年末的时候。学校离家很近,每天用脚走路当作锻炼身体。上了这么多年学第一次这么认真,尤其是做设计的时候。原本我绝望的以为我这辈子都不可能体会到什么叫集中精神了,但结果语言的巨大差异让我不得不投入比别人多很多倍的精力去理解,自然而然的精神也就集中了。
    2009年。二月我要回一次家,装备好自己。五月底去伦敦玩儿一圈儿。暑假前找个喜欢的事物所上班。年内还要争取结伴去次摩洛哥。一直想着死之前得留下点什么有意思的东西,现在看一栋房子的希望是渺茫了,所以我决定从今年开始起画画,要画大的画,因为能吓唬人。
    before leaving Utrecht, i snapped sevaral fotos of a same background with different bicyclers passby
    1/1/2009

    Nico in windmills village!

    话说那天急着出门没戴帽子围巾手套,结果冷得直哆嗦,外加被一群小动物追赶的场面,就这样被某小孩给拍下来鸟,嘻嘻~

    新年

    昨天晚上和伊莎贝拉一家还有另外好几口人一起吃了新年饭,两大盘海鲜,自制的鹅肝,香槟,雷斯灵,还有蛋白饼干,巧克力等等。牡蛎一口没动,吃了半只大龙虾,看他们很美的样子,我有点迷惑,这些在国内不是很常见么,这里吃一次这么这么难啊?其中一个小朋友得到了伊莎贝拉迟到的圣诞礼物,竟然是我小时候玩的那种电动的钓鱼机器!我还和她说我小时候也玩过,还玩的不亦乐乎呢。可惜家里的电池都样wii用掉了,最后没能启动机器。一点多,我们结束了,可对门闹到凌晨5点多,害我一晚上都没谁好觉,没办法,路窄就是这个坏处。早上破天荒是我第一个起,无聊不想学习于是去看了大师讲的09金牛运程,看完我又开始来劲了,下面摘录最让我兴奋的一段话。 In the coming year, you won't lack attention or special favor from VIPs. It will be critical to know precisely what you would like to achieve by year's end, for when a bigwig asks you, "How can I help you?" you will need a ready answer. The person who will be asking will be genuinely interested in helping you get ahead. As a practical Taurus, you know that this kind of extraordinary favor doesn't come along frequently. Blink and the opportunity will flutter away. Be decisive and be ready! 我只想说,我已经ready了,只盼更多的bigwig出现,帮我实现我的愿望啊!
    ps,刚看了东京塔50周年的照片,石井幹子真的很有才华啊,,,能亲临现场的感觉一定更梦幻!唉,好想去,,,